Sh*t happens.

I woke up today
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room

I have myself to blame
for the state I’m in today
And now dying doesn’t seem so cruel

I don’t know what to say
And I don’t know any way, anymore

What do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he’s not here ?

You got what you deserved
I hope you’re happy now
‘cause every time I think of him with you
it’s killing me inside

And now I dread each day
knowing that I can’t be saved
from the loneliness of living without you

And I don’t know what to do
Not sure that I’ll pull through
I wish you knew

What do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he’s not here ?
What do you say, when everything you said
is the reason why he left you in the end ?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
won’t ever bring him back again ?

I hate myself for loving you.