Sh*t happens.

I woke up today
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room

I have myself to blame
for the state I’m in today
And now dying doesn’t seem so cruel

I don’t know what to say
And I don’t know any way, anymore

What do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he’s not here ?

You got what you deserved
I hope you’re happy now
‘cause every time I think of him with you
it’s killing me inside

And now I dread each day
knowing that I can’t be saved
from the loneliness of living without you

And I don’t know what to do
Not sure that I’ll pull through
I wish you knew

What do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he’s not here ?
What do you say, when everything you said
is the reason why he left you in the end ?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
won’t ever bring him back again ?

I hate myself for loving you.

Sick & Tired (of bein' sick & tired)

Ok I think after 8 days being down with a nasty-ass flu I have a new appreciation for Anastacia's song "Sick And Tired". Not good times.

Happily though, yesterday I discovered season 6 of Gilmore Girls had already started (well, 2 episodes in..) without my realising so Yay! I was able to download the first two episodes to watch in a row. Great show. Damn, I hope Lorelai holds strong for a while yet. Rory seriously needs to learn a lesson. Ungrateful child. But ahh well..

Other shows' new seasons I can't wait to see:

• Veronica Mars
• Will & Grace {Go the LIVE episodes! Can't wait!}
• Alias

Wow. Ok that's amazing. In highschool I used to watch SO much TV. It's scary how things have changed. But good scary :)

Today, I'm very much diggin' Mariah, as I have been a lot lately. I really hope she tours sometime soon. And to Australia. And to Perth!! But I fear I may be disappointed..

Someone who IS coming to Perth, and in NOVEMBER no less, is Kelly Clarkson. Man, that girl is awesome! I just hope the month off she has now before embarking on her world tour is enough to get her voice back to the amazing condition it should be at ala American Idol days and even early 2004 Breakaway promo days. So sad that all her screamin' has taken such a toll but I do have high hopes for the concert!! November 4, here I come!!!

Oh, and Bloc Party = cool. Nelly Furtado speaketh the truth.

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10 Songs I'm Lovin' Today

1. Kylie Minogue - Do You Dare (New Rave Mix)
2. Fischerspooner - Never Win
3. Kelly Clarkson - Since U Been Gone
4. Angela McCluskey - Know It All
5. Mariah Carey - Joy Ride
6. Nelly Furtado - Força
7. Timo Maas feat. Kelis - 4 Ur Ears
8. Natalie Imbruglia - Come September
   
9. Goldfrapp - Ride A White Horse
10. Madonna - Nobody Knows Me (Mount Sims Italo Kiss Mix)

Good times :)